Why I cant Hate Trump

apparently everybody needs a job .... even in this heavily automated age

its is of course true that some people are completely pathologically unsuited to some vocations ..... I for example .... I could not ever consider going into medicine ,I am not at all squeamish and I don't worry to much about facing the inevitable mortality of us feeble humans, indeed there have been times out there in the wilds ... miles away from a Kentucky fried chicken outlet or suitable medical facility ... I have had to splint up some broken bones for fallen parties and myself ..... I have had to pop one hideously dislocated shoulder back into joint on a rainy day, for some guy I hardly knew in the twilight hour stuck between two parallel barbed wire fences , and I have even had a crack at sowing up some particularly bad lacerations .... and failing the availability of a suitable needle and thread ... even had to temporarily super glue some poor numpty together that thought that because they had a beard they were naturally acclimatised to the great outdoors .....

that is action and reaction in the event of emergencies .... real emergencies .... you see I know enough about the human condition ,largely through my own impact damages , to be able to say ... no I will not leave you here while I walk up some remote outcrop in the vain hope of my mobile signal suddenly firing to life , you have to strap these poor little darlings up and cart them back to their mothers ... or they will pass out from pain ... or bleed out .... or even be overcome by shock or exposure .... in any such instance the conversation and ambience tend to take a sharp turn !!

but to do it for a living ....no that I could not do , a 30 - 40 hour week with all of that blood guts and gore .... the terrible nasty sorry fetid state of a truly pathetic human being that needs to be looked after ..... I have a natural level of compassion .... and no level of wage could make me stomach ... and endure the perpetual frailty of the human and call it a vocation, but I will applaud anyone that can muster that kind of unlimited care.

I would never fuck for a fee ..... kill for a fee ..... no even piss on or be pissed on for a fee ....

and this is where my complete lack of understanding lies

I cant admit to too much here I suppose .... but I guess people may have lost their lives before .... but no money ever exchanged hands.!!!

I may have spent nights with questionable females ... with questionable kinks

so the very idea of paying for a series of experimental experiences just doesn't compute for me ....

the same is true for most of my travels / productions and experiences .... I don't think Mr Trump can boast the same ,he can confess to a series of expenditures ..... a lot of paid for off the shelf tax incurring ( well even that is debatable ) recreations !!!the only way he can get a women to piss on him ... is to pay for it !!

the same is probably true for every other experience in the mans life .... and this is sad !and nothing else !! but what is scary about it ..... what really terrifies me is the escalating and self perpetuating send up of the situation.,the artificial advert .

the gentleman's lifestyle ... the position of privilege ... as it were , is a gag gift ,its all pretence and lies .... with no reward other than a boring insulated completely predictably paid for experience .

'oh it must be lovely' say the people that have been interned into thinking that its the way to go .... I want to sail a boat says the salary secure dentist .

I want to go on a luxury holiday ... says the poor former human that spends 40 + weeks doing someone else's bidding in the office they hate ...at a labour they gain no satisfaction from .

I want my fast food served on a plate with expensive looking cutlery from pubs and places that tell me I am successful as I hand over the equivalent of hours worth of labour for 30 minutes worth of respite ..... even if it is still only sufficiently heated cheap meat cooked by underpaid eastern Europeans and served by students that will smile at you as you spill your leftovers on them .... as they fight and vie for the meagre tips.

I want some one else to make my coffee.

I want someone else to do my gardening .

I want someone else to do my DIY home repairs .

......do you see where this is heading ......

I want someone else to govern on my behalf !!!!!

while I pursue the recreations I deserve ???

this is why I cant hate Trump .... he is a victim .... not an idol .... he is a creature that can only measure his own sense of satisfaction according to a pre described notion !! and that is very much based on the audience .... he is trapped .... and in being so needs to emulate the visage of the gentleman's lifestyle!! the successful individual !! (and indeed look at him go... leader of the free world!! , he has actually managed to climb to the very top of our societal structures !!???? )  he needs to brand it and sell it to anyone stupid enough to believe the lie .

the saying ' keeping up with the Jones's ' its a right little merry go round and in someway a little connected to the rest of the schpeel !

you see the girl that pissed on trump .... probably had better things to do , but in the pursuit of her own ideals of the gentleman's lifestyle took the money and did the deed.


and so that is why I just cant hate the man .... I don't like him much for sure .... and I cannot deny that people like him should probably never be allowed anywhere near a position of influence ... but neither should have Thatcher .... or Blair or Cameron  thereasa May ..... or borris Johnson .... nigel farrage ...and the rest of them ...... and there have been and continue to be many of them ...lazy fuckers !!!

its easy to call trump a xenophobic little zealot with tiny hands and a tinier brain .... but again these are all things that if I was stuck talking to him ...and didn't know who he was ... would bring about in me that human sense of compassion ... I would slow down the tack of my conversation ..... like talking to a barnyard  animal  ..... I couldn't feel compelled to want to vindictively punish these creatures for not understanding complex situations, I wouldn't want to share a great deal of my conversation  time with them either!! ( although to be fair these days they do tend to be the better choice ... animals that is , not Donald Trump ! )  because as they have nothing to offer other than which can be bought or sold( in trumps case )  maybe an uniformed position or grunting sound ( in either case )  and these are not the viable attributes of a lifetime well lived !!( on a human scale anyway ) and the Jones' ( see told you it was  semi related ).  these are people that thumb through others experiences  and see what they want ,and either they sacrifice something to imagine themselves in the shiny advertised slogan of it on a very measly vacation allowance...... or worse they will sacrifice someone else for the sake of their own attempts to emulate this ever escalating gentlemans lifestyle of perpetual travel and recreations !! of excess and opulence that has jus made the whole thing , once again ... completely grotesque !!

these are not humans .... these are products .... products of their own making ... of their own environment ... of their own poor choices or lack of cerebral development.

and that s the problem with the gentleman's lifestyle ...... it simply does not exist .... its a millennia old advert that no one seems to have managed to undermine yet because for hundreds of years we have been told to work hard and attempt to emulate it !to idolize it !.... to desire it with every part  of our fabric .... and yet beyond the basic ( and all too common )  requirements of the perpetually fluctuating human condition, everything else is just greed !

the last people to try and out do this fetid and corruptible set of social parameters were the hippies and then the punks .... and the ones that couldn't be paid off !! ( lead singer of the rolling stones moaning about some knighthood or other ... or the singer from the who going off and running a salmon farm ) ... were simply run out to the fringe , killed off or starved out of their legitimate positions of protest ,while the rest of the population kept running on the hamster wheel in that demented attempt to get there own little slice of a salmon farm... a holiday home perhaps ha !  their own little helicopter ride ( purchasable recreations ) .... their own little state endorsement that says they are successful humans ( current education accolades )  its the equivalent of a lottery ticket ... in a sociologically engineered , overly  competitive world .... because you know .... Darwin said something about survival of the fittest ( even though that is so often misinterpreted its beyond belief)

hhmm survival of the fittest ..... is that really where we are right now ??

Remember ... work hard and you'll get ahead ( I do like to work hard , I love what I do , its a continuum of chaos and variety )... but not through commercial incentive, but because its the most rewarding way to live my trade ... and through the various mishaps and bizarrely circuitous I have decided that comfort is all very nice ...but I just don't think passion lives there... passion comes from real strife from the overcoming of adversity , that's why the gentleman's lifestyle came to incorporate an appreciation of the arts in the first place !( and these days even things that were once considered very unpleasant vocations can be done on a week by week basis as '' adventure holidays '' ) and I find it whenever I find myself in a group of self professed etc 's ... those ones that really had nothing to worry about other than becoming technically excellent through some overpriced academic convention ! the ones that could not fathom HAVING to do something .... when they might have the option of  merely WANTING to do something  ... these people are easily intimidated .... because they are fake !! . yes I can applaud technically excellent work of a well practiced hand ... but if all that hand had to do was practice , then there is a little respect lost .... a lack of integrity to it  ) ... Coke for life ...... just do it !!... and keep calm and carry on ....pay a bloody fortune for an education or the modern equivalent of a 'qualification ' ... or even just the basic roof over your head ,... keep queing up to be ass raped by a bunch of middle men and percentage people , whose only real talent in the world is creaming a minimum of 30 percent of your viable labours . and I am sure everything will work out just fine ... because .... better the devil you know ... you know x ....Vote Trump if you Like ... have a brexit fucking cake on the side , this has all gone over the edge of reason .... I think your all nuts , and you can all fuck off .....

or maybe not ..... maybe it is all well overdue for an overhaul ?? :)